1
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- Oh, shit.
- What?

2
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I think
I just broke some ribs.

3
00:00:39,310 --> 00:00:40,810
It means
you're doing it right.

4
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Third amp of epi is on board.

5
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Oh, come on.

6
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Call me if there's
a resurrection.

7
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- Hey, Perlah.
- Doctor?

8
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Your kids have any pets?

9
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- Ugh, my house is like a zoo.
- You have a dog?

10
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Ugh, no dogs, no cats.
I followed my mother's rule.

11
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No pets that can't be
buried at sea.

12
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I'm not sure I follow.

13
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You ever try to flush
a guinea pig?

14
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Try explaining that
to your plumber.

15
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Good to know.

16
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Hey, what's up
with your asthma guy?

17
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Responding to albuterol.

18
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One more neb, and we'll
discharge on prednisone.

19
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How's it going out in Chairs?

20
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Oh, it's fine, I guess.

21
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- Dr. McKay seems nice.
- Cassie?

22
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Oh, yeah, she's great.

23
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- She been here long?
- A little while. Why?

24
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I'm just curious.

25
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Do you know what she did
before she came here?

26
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What she did?
What do you mean, like, school?

27
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Oh, like school, work,
personal life.

28
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I'm just trying to get
to know her better.

29
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Um, yeah, I don't--
I don't know.

30
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I don't know
that much about her.

31
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She has a son.
I know that.

32
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She's a pretty private person.

33
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- Anything else?
- No, sorry, I'm good.

34
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Thank you.

35
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Hey, where are we at
with opening up some beds?

36
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Our Nepali lady
with the crushed foot,

37
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Minu, she still in line
for the OR?

38
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Yeah, she got bumped
by your Le Fort

39
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three fracture, Ben Kemper.

40
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- He just went up.
- Mm.

41
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Still waiting for them
to take

42
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the electrocution fasciotomy.

43
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What about our OD
in Central 7?

44
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Robby wants a few more tests.
He's stable and on a vent.

45
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Is he a candidate
for organ donation?

46
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Not sure.

47
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Then why is Robby
keeping him here?

48
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I don't know.

49
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Maybe he sees something
we don't.

50
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Or maybe he's hoping for
something that isn't there.

51
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What's there
is an 18-year-old kid

52
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- named Nick Bradley.
- Yeah, is he though?

53
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I don't mean
to be a dick, but--

54
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You just can't help it?

55
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No, as sad as it is,
that kid is gone.

56
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and if we get him upstairs
to the ICU,

57
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we can use that bed to
actually help somebody.

58
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Robby is helping somebody.

59
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He's helping two people,
in fact.

60
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They're in there right now
praying over their dead son.

61
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They just haven't let
their hearts accept it yet.

62
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Jesus, 9:00,
you're already bumming me out.

63
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OK, let's see.

64
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Who's up next
at the deli of death?

65
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Weak and dizzy.
No, thanks.

66
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Flank pain.
Need a UA first.

67
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And buttock abscess.

68
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Great teaching case
for a student.

69
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Don't make me tell Robby
you're cherry picking.

70
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I'll take projectile vomiting
in North 5 for 200, Alex.

71
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What do you think the chances
are it's a demonic possession?

72
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About the same as you
going a whole hour

73
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without saying
something stupid.

74
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For Christ's sakes, go already.

75
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You're like having a kid
I never wanted.

76
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How are you feeling?
Any pain, Minu?

77
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<i>No pain, but I'm thirsty.</i>

78
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Oh, nothing to drink
before your surgery,

79
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but we can get you
some lemon swabs.

80
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<i>Thank you.</i>

81
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Excuse me?

82
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<i>When are you due?</i>

83
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<i>You can always tell.</i>

84
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<i>Congratulations.</i>

85
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Thanks.

86
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How long before we might
expect to see some improvement?

87
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It could be hours.
It could be days.

88
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It could be never.

89
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I don't expect anything
for a little while.

90
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Why don't you guys go get
a cup of coffee

91
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in the cafeteria,
maybe something to eat?

92
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I'll have a nurse call you
if anything changes

93
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- while you're out.
- Thank you.

94
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We appreciate that.

95
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- I'm not leaving.
- Suit yourself.

96
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I'm gonna get a cup of coffee.

97
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I got to call Sarah
and the kids.

98
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Cafeteria?

99
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Straight down that hallway,

100
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through the corridor,
and to the right.

101
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Thanks, and I'm-- I'm sorry

102
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if my sister comes across
a little strident.

103
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It's OK.
This isn't easy.

104
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The parents of teen overdose,
Lily and John Bradley,

105
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are asking about the tests
you told them about.

106
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- OK, I'll be right there.
- What about the rats?

107
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What about them?

108
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- Have they been caught?
- I have no idea.

109
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- Well, find out.
- Not sure that's my job.

110
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You're in charge of the ER.
The rats are in the ER.

111
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That makes you in charge
of the rats,

112
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and I have a strict rule
about vermin in the workplace.

113
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Good to know.

114
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Could I get your eyes on a
sickle cell crisis in South 20?

115
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Headed that way right now.

116
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ICU is insisting they still
don't have rooms available.

117
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Bullshit.
Esme recon'd for me.

118
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Send our electrocution,
Victor Hunt, up there

119
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until the OR is ready please.
Thank you.

120
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- Third epi on board?
- Three minutes ago.

121
00:05:34,850 --> 00:05:36,770
How long has he
been going at it?

122
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10 minutes in here, possibly
30 minutes of prior downtime.

123
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Don't suppose you'd let me
try a pericardiocentesis?

124
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- For what?
- For practice.

125
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- In case it's tamponade.
- None seen on ultrasound.

126
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- This is a teaching hospital.
- It's not a cadaver lab.

127
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What do you call this?

128
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- Do you need a break?
- I'm fine.

129
00:05:57,040 --> 00:05:59,580
You don't look fine.

130
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Hold compressions.

131
00:06:03,630 --> 00:06:05,920
Still no rhythm.

132
00:06:05,920 --> 00:06:08,170
OK, Whitaker,
I think that's enough.

133
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It's been four minutes
since the last epi.

134
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One more minute, please.

135
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Help me, please help!
Somebody help!

136
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- Please, my friend needs help.
- What happened?

137
00:06:23,150 --> 00:06:25,190
- My friend.
- Hey, where is she?

138
00:06:25,190 --> 00:06:26,360
My friend, she's in my car.

139
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- She won't wake up.
- OK.

140
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OK, Mateo, gurney!

141
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- What's her name?
- Jenna.

142
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Come on, Jenna.

143
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Wake up for me, baby.

144
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Pupils pinpoint.
I need--

145
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- Narcan.
- Yeah.

146
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Hold her head back, Javadi.
OK.

147
00:07:02,060 --> 00:07:04,440
Not responding to Narcan.
We might need to intubate.

148
00:07:04,440 --> 00:07:06,770
Find a room
and open a crash cart.

149
00:07:06,780 --> 00:07:09,860
I can't find a carotid pulse.

150
00:07:09,860 --> 00:07:12,780
Five minutes
since the last epi.

151
00:07:12,780 --> 00:07:15,530
OK, that's it.

152
00:07:15,530 --> 00:07:16,910
Hold compressions.

153
00:07:34,970 --> 00:07:39,270
Welcome back.
She's OK.

154
00:07:41,890 --> 00:07:46,650
He took his wife out
for dinner last night,

155
00:07:46,650 --> 00:07:48,480
for her birthday.

156
00:07:48,480 --> 00:07:50,030
OK, why doesn't everybody
take a minute?

157
00:07:50,030 --> 00:07:51,570
Go check on
your other patients.

158
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We'll meet back here
to debrief with Kiara.

159
00:07:54,870 --> 00:07:56,780
- Bed four.
- Where the hell am I?

160
00:07:56,780 --> 00:07:57,870
Pittsburgh Trauma
Medical Center.

161
00:07:57,870 --> 00:07:59,200
Why?

162
00:07:59,200 --> 00:08:00,620
Your friend
couldn't wake you.

163
00:08:00,620 --> 00:08:01,910
I'm right here, Jenna.

164
00:08:01,910 --> 00:08:03,250
Came to with one spray
of Narcan.

165
00:08:03,250 --> 00:08:05,370
- What'd you take, Jenna?
- Nothing.

166
00:08:05,380 --> 00:08:07,540
You had to have taken
something to cause this.

167
00:08:07,540 --> 00:08:09,550
No, I was just
up late studying,

168
00:08:09,550 --> 00:08:11,090
and I just couldn't
fall asleep.

169
00:08:11,090 --> 00:08:12,970
So you took something
to help you sleep?

170
00:08:12,970 --> 00:08:16,090
We need to know in order
to treat you properly, OK?

171
00:08:16,090 --> 00:08:18,850
- Do you know what she took?
- No.

172
00:08:18,850 --> 00:08:20,680
This could be a sign
of something really serious,

173
00:08:20,680 --> 00:08:22,140
and we're gonna have to do
a lot of tests that you--

174
00:08:22,140 --> 00:08:23,520
OK, I took, like,
half a Xanax.

175
00:08:23,520 --> 00:08:25,810
That's not nothing.

176
00:08:25,810 --> 00:08:28,440
It's OK.
OK?

177
00:08:28,440 --> 00:08:31,440
- Have you taken Xanax before?
- First time.

178
00:08:31,440 --> 00:08:34,110
OK.

179
00:08:34,110 --> 00:08:36,660
Take a deep breath for me.

180
00:08:40,120 --> 00:08:41,990
Come on, man.
You heard Dr. Robby.

181
00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:44,250
Let's take a break.
Grab a coffee.

182
00:08:44,250 --> 00:08:46,750
No, I'm fine, thank you.

183
00:09:03,680 --> 00:09:06,060
Did you know him?

184
00:09:06,060 --> 00:09:08,850
No, I didn't.
Did you?

185
00:09:08,860 --> 00:09:11,110
I just met him.

186
00:09:11,110 --> 00:09:13,780
He was my first patient to die.

187
00:09:13,780 --> 00:09:17,030
I'm sorry.

188
00:09:22,490 --> 00:09:24,620
- Are you OK?
- Mm-hmm, yeah.

189
00:09:24,620 --> 00:09:27,670
- You sure?
- Yeah. Just I--

190
00:09:27,670 --> 00:09:32,590
I just remember
the first time that--

191
00:09:32,590 --> 00:09:35,590
on occasion, I have
an emotional response to death.

192
00:09:35,590 --> 00:09:37,090
It's--

193
00:09:37,090 --> 00:09:39,390
Got to be kind of tough
for a doctor.

194
00:09:39,390 --> 00:09:42,100
At times, it can be.

195
00:09:44,890 --> 00:09:48,060
At least I'm not a pathologist.

196
00:09:49,020 --> 00:09:50,690
I was joking.
I--

197
00:09:50,690 --> 00:09:52,060
Oh.

198
00:09:52,070 --> 00:09:55,230
I have nothing
against pathologists.

199
00:09:55,240 --> 00:09:58,860
Yeah, no.

200
00:09:58,860 --> 00:10:01,410
New radiodensity
in the right middle lobe.

201
00:10:01,410 --> 00:10:03,080
Is it pneumonia?

202
00:10:03,080 --> 00:10:04,910
Possibly, or just changes
from vaso-occlusion

203
00:10:04,910 --> 00:10:06,330
of the sickle cells.

204
00:10:06,330 --> 00:10:07,710
It's called
acute chest syndrome.

205
00:10:07,710 --> 00:10:09,210
We're gonna cover you
with antibiotics

206
00:10:09,210 --> 00:10:10,540
just to be on the safe side.

207
00:10:10,540 --> 00:10:12,210
We've been through
this before.

208
00:10:12,210 --> 00:10:15,050
Third generation
cephalosporin and a macrolide.

209
00:10:15,050 --> 00:10:18,420
Perfect.
You're in good hands.

210
00:10:18,430 --> 00:10:21,300
- Can I do a chest tube?
- Which patient?

211
00:10:21,300 --> 00:10:22,800
Any.

212
00:10:22,800 --> 00:10:24,430
I've just never done
a chest tube before.

213
00:10:24,430 --> 00:10:26,640
Are you really
asking me to reserve

214
00:10:26,640 --> 00:10:30,270
any incoming injury requiring
a chest tube for you?

215
00:10:30,270 --> 00:10:31,730
Not all of them.

216
00:10:31,730 --> 00:10:33,730
I'd be more than happy
just doing one,

217
00:10:33,730 --> 00:10:35,440
but, hey, if you wanted
to give me more,

218
00:10:35,440 --> 00:10:37,530
I'd be fine with that, too,
but that's up to you.

219
00:10:37,530 --> 00:10:39,110
I'm down for anything.

220
00:10:39,110 --> 00:10:42,160
Confidence and ambition
are great attributes,

221
00:10:42,160 --> 00:10:46,410
especially when paired
with respect and humility.

222
00:10:46,410 --> 00:10:50,120
OK, what else?
What else went well?

223
00:10:50,120 --> 00:10:52,460
We checked
for reversible causes

224
00:10:52,460 --> 00:10:54,000
of cardiac arrest
on ultrasound.

225
00:10:54,000 --> 00:10:56,000
OK, good.

226
00:10:56,000 --> 00:10:57,960
Does anybody have anything that
they wish had gone differently?

227
00:10:57,960 --> 00:11:00,340
In the hall, he should have
been on a cardiac monitor.

228
00:11:00,340 --> 00:11:01,840
We would have caught
the arrest right away.

229
00:11:01,840 --> 00:11:03,430
That's true,

230
00:11:03,430 --> 00:11:05,260
but there was no indication
for monitoring.

231
00:11:05,260 --> 00:11:07,310
And we now know
that his abdominal pain

232
00:11:07,310 --> 00:11:09,680
was not from his gallstones
but from unstable angina

233
00:11:09,690 --> 00:11:11,600
due to coronary artery disease.

234
00:11:11,600 --> 00:11:13,480
Then we should have
admitted to cardiology.

235
00:11:13,480 --> 00:11:16,440
Mm, we did an EKG.
We did a troponin.

236
00:11:16,440 --> 00:11:18,320
He had a HEART score of three.

237
00:11:18,320 --> 00:11:19,740
Who can tell me
what that means?

238
00:11:19,740 --> 00:11:21,820
1% chance of
an adverse cardiac event

239
00:11:21,820 --> 00:11:23,240
in the next 30 days.

240
00:11:23,240 --> 00:11:25,200
Standard of care
is to discharge

241
00:11:25,200 --> 00:11:26,910
with outpatient follow-up.

242
00:11:28,500 --> 00:11:29,870
He was your patient,
Dr. Whitaker.

243
00:11:29,870 --> 00:11:31,580
Would you like
to say something before

244
00:11:31,580 --> 00:11:35,330
we all take a brief moment
of silent reflection?

245
00:11:35,340 --> 00:11:38,050
Um...

246
00:11:38,050 --> 00:11:40,380
He liked Kentucky bourbon.

247
00:11:40,380 --> 00:11:42,170
OK, good.

248
00:11:42,180 --> 00:11:43,680
Me too.

249
00:11:43,680 --> 00:11:45,640
- Anything else?
- I don't know.

250
00:11:45,640 --> 00:11:48,350
I just met him.

251
00:11:48,350 --> 00:11:50,600
No, he seemed nice.

252
00:11:50,600 --> 00:11:52,890
He was married.

253
00:11:52,890 --> 00:11:56,110
Um, that's it.
That's all I got. I--

254
00:11:57,770 --> 00:11:59,150
Mm.

255
00:12:00,400 --> 00:12:03,030
I spoke with his wife.
She's on her way here.

256
00:12:03,030 --> 00:12:05,530
If anyone needs to talk
about this some more,

257
00:12:05,530 --> 00:12:07,780
I'm available.

258
00:12:07,780 --> 00:12:09,700
For now, let's harness
some good thoughts

259
00:12:09,700 --> 00:12:11,540
here for Mr. Milton.

260
00:12:22,470 --> 00:12:24,800
OK, that's it.

261
00:12:24,800 --> 00:12:26,390
Let's go save some lives.

262
00:12:29,010 --> 00:12:32,020
Hey, Whitaker.

263
00:12:34,690 --> 00:12:37,690
How are you feeling on this?

264
00:12:37,690 --> 00:12:40,400
I mean, not good.
I was just talking to him.

265
00:12:40,400 --> 00:12:41,860
Now he's dead.

266
00:12:41,860 --> 00:12:43,240
That's the hardest way
to lose a patient.

267
00:12:43,240 --> 00:12:44,450
It always hurts.

268
00:12:44,450 --> 00:12:46,070
Especially when
it's your fault.

269
00:12:46,070 --> 00:12:48,450
This was not your fault.
This was nobody's fault.

270
00:12:48,450 --> 00:12:50,660
No doctor on the planet
could have caught this.

271
00:12:50,660 --> 00:12:52,620
Listen, it sucks,

272
00:12:52,620 --> 00:12:56,960
but today, today was this guy's
day to leave this mortal coil.

273
00:12:56,960 --> 00:12:59,170
150,000 people die
every day in the world,

274
00:12:59,170 --> 00:13:02,170
and you got one of them,
but you learn to live with it,

275
00:13:02,170 --> 00:13:04,260
and you learn to accept it
as much as your own mortality

276
00:13:04,260 --> 00:13:05,880
and find balance if you can.

277
00:13:05,880 --> 00:13:07,720
You've found balance?

278
00:13:07,720 --> 00:13:09,600
No, not even close.

279
00:13:09,600 --> 00:13:14,930
But, you know, you keep trying,
which is all you can do.

280
00:13:14,940 --> 00:13:17,690
You're doing great, Whitaker.

281
00:13:17,690 --> 00:13:20,400
- Just, you know, hang in there.
- Yeah, thanks.

282
00:13:20,400 --> 00:13:21,610
OK.

283
00:13:21,610 --> 00:13:23,360
- I'm just gonna go.
- Yeah.

284
00:13:23,360 --> 00:13:25,400
But, you know,
our social worker, Kiara,

285
00:13:25,400 --> 00:13:28,610
is here if you want to talk.

286
00:13:28,620 --> 00:13:30,490
OK, yeah.

287
00:13:33,250 --> 00:13:34,700
OK.

288
00:13:34,700 --> 00:13:37,210
You're gonna recover, OK?

289
00:13:37,210 --> 00:13:38,830
Good luck.

290
00:13:38,830 --> 00:13:41,040
Wait, what happens now?

291
00:13:41,040 --> 00:13:42,420
We monitor her heart
and breathing

292
00:13:42,420 --> 00:13:43,590
for the next few hours
to make sure

293
00:13:43,590 --> 00:13:44,800
she doesn't need more Narcan.

294
00:13:44,800 --> 00:13:46,880
- That's it?
- Yeah.

295
00:13:46,880 --> 00:13:49,090
You should text your friends.

296
00:13:49,090 --> 00:13:51,470
Hell, you should text
your whole college.

297
00:13:51,470 --> 00:13:53,010
Tell anyone who will listen

298
00:13:53,010 --> 00:13:54,600
to not take pills
without a real prescription

299
00:13:54,600 --> 00:13:56,560
unless they want
to end up here.

300
00:13:57,980 --> 00:13:59,810
Seriously,
fentanyl is everywhere.

301
00:13:59,810 --> 00:14:01,310
It's in everything
on the street these days.

302
00:14:03,650 --> 00:14:05,400
How long would I monitor
her pupils for?

303
00:14:05,400 --> 00:14:06,780
You know what, actually,
I should go to the bathroom.

304
00:14:06,780 --> 00:14:08,280
Are you OK on your own
till I get back?

305
00:14:08,280 --> 00:14:09,360
Absolutely.
Take your time.

306
00:14:09,360 --> 00:14:10,700
OK, great.
Thanks.

307
00:14:13,580 --> 00:14:15,370
Sometimes I come on
too strong.

308
00:14:15,370 --> 00:14:17,000
Excuse me?

309
00:14:17,000 --> 00:14:20,250
It's a defense mechanism
against insecurity.

310
00:14:20,250 --> 00:14:23,380
- You're kidding, right?
- Yeah.

311
00:14:23,380 --> 00:14:25,130
But I am sorry
if I hurt your feelings.

312
00:14:25,130 --> 00:14:27,010
I really--
I want us to get along.

313
00:14:27,010 --> 00:14:29,380
I want us to be friends.

314
00:14:29,380 --> 00:14:30,720
And if I'm really being honest,

315
00:14:30,720 --> 00:14:32,340
I want your mother to write me

316
00:14:32,350 --> 00:14:33,800
a kickass
recommendation letter.

317
00:14:33,810 --> 00:14:35,470
You're going
into general surgery.

318
00:14:35,470 --> 00:14:39,390
I might.
I'm keeping my options open.

319
00:14:39,390 --> 00:14:40,900
You want me
to pimp out my mother

320
00:14:40,900 --> 00:14:43,400
for something you might do?

321
00:14:43,400 --> 00:14:46,570
OK, well, when you put it
like that, it sounds dirty,

322
00:14:46,570 --> 00:14:49,070
and a little hot, but yes.

323
00:14:49,070 --> 00:14:52,200
In full disclosure,
so we can be friends.

324
00:14:52,200 --> 00:14:55,030
- Friends?
- You've heard of the concept?

325
00:14:55,040 --> 00:14:58,160
Buddies, compatriots,
confidants, pals.

326
00:14:58,160 --> 00:15:00,710
- They even made a show about it.
- Yeah.

327
00:15:00,710 --> 00:15:04,210
Boom.
Come on.

328
00:15:04,210 --> 00:15:06,840
Don't leave me hanging, Crash.
Pound that shit.

329
00:15:06,840 --> 00:15:10,510
I can call you that
now that we're friends, right?

330
00:15:12,430 --> 00:15:14,640
- OK.
- We'll work on that.

331
00:15:16,470 --> 00:15:20,100
So for the apnea test,
we keep him on 100% oxygen,

332
00:15:20,100 --> 00:15:22,230
but the ventilator
won't be giving him breaths.

333
00:15:22,230 --> 00:15:24,480
- For how long?
- For 10 minutes.

334
00:15:24,480 --> 00:15:26,570
We'll monitor his
carbon dioxide levels,

335
00:15:26,570 --> 00:15:28,360
and if they come back
way too high,

336
00:15:28,360 --> 00:15:29,940
then we'll know
that his brain stem

337
00:15:29,950 --> 00:15:33,280
- is not telling him to breathe.
- And that means?

338
00:15:33,280 --> 00:15:36,160
That would mean that
there's no brain function

339
00:15:36,160 --> 00:15:38,120
at the most fundamental level.

340
00:15:39,540 --> 00:15:42,580
Princess will monitor him,
and I will come back as soon

341
00:15:42,580 --> 00:15:44,580
as we know the test results.

342
00:15:44,580 --> 00:15:46,500
- OK.
- Yeah.

343
00:15:46,500 --> 00:15:49,210
OK.

344
00:15:55,100 --> 00:15:56,550
<i>I hate
this fucking hospital.</i>

345
00:15:56,550 --> 00:15:57,970
This is Hank.

346
00:15:57,970 --> 00:16:00,140
- What happened?
- Nothing.

347
00:16:00,140 --> 00:16:03,560
We were just framing, and
then my buddy Joey comes in.

348
00:16:03,560 --> 00:16:06,400
He says, "A guy walks into
a bar with a nail in his head,"

349
00:16:06,400 --> 00:16:08,820
and then he points his
fucking nail gun at my head.

350
00:16:08,820 --> 00:16:10,400
So what would you do?

351
00:16:10,400 --> 00:16:13,650
So I freaked out,
and then in the ensuing melee,

352
00:16:13,660 --> 00:16:16,990
- he fucking shoots me.
- Melee?

353
00:16:16,990 --> 00:16:19,990
Yeah, you know, like
a scuffle, like a donnybrook.

354
00:16:20,000 --> 00:16:21,700
What, you think because
I work construction,

355
00:16:21,710 --> 00:16:23,910
not a hospital, I don't have
a fucking vocabulary?

356
00:16:23,920 --> 00:16:25,540
Tier one trauma now.

357
00:16:25,540 --> 00:16:26,630
- No, sir, I--
- Whoa.

358
00:16:26,630 --> 00:16:28,340
Definitely intracardiac.

359
00:16:28,340 --> 00:16:30,300
And I got to tell you,
this fucking hurts.

360
00:16:30,300 --> 00:16:32,630
Let's just try and relax
and dial down the F bombs.

361
00:16:32,630 --> 00:16:34,970
- We have children in here.
- You want me to stop swearing?

362
00:16:34,970 --> 00:16:36,800
Take the fucking nail
out of my heart.

363
00:16:36,800 --> 00:16:38,350
And, please,
something for the pain!

364
00:16:38,350 --> 00:16:39,890
Stabilize the nail.

365
00:16:39,890 --> 00:16:40,930
Hank, we need to cut
your shirt off.

366
00:16:40,930 --> 00:16:42,600
Fuck that.

367
00:16:42,600 --> 00:16:44,230
You cut the shirt,
you're gonna buy me a new one.

368
00:16:44,230 --> 00:16:46,650
You can have your pick
out of our lost and found.

369
00:16:46,650 --> 00:16:48,480
Whew, how did this happen?

370
00:16:48,480 --> 00:16:50,480
Framing nail incident
with deep penetration

371
00:16:50,480 --> 00:16:52,650
- of the left chest.
- The fuck does it look like?

372
00:16:52,650 --> 00:16:54,150
Hank, do you take
medicine every day?

373
00:16:54,150 --> 00:16:56,110
Any allergies to medication?

374
00:16:56,110 --> 00:16:58,030
No. Can you give me something
for the fucking pain already?

375
00:16:58,030 --> 00:16:59,870
Is this a hospital
or a vet clinic?

376
00:16:59,870 --> 00:17:01,450
Very soon, Hank.
Very soon.

377
00:17:01,450 --> 00:17:03,370
I bet you say that
to the beagles too.

378
00:17:03,370 --> 00:17:06,330
Pulse 120.
BP 100 over 65.

379
00:17:06,330 --> 00:17:08,130
Two milligrams of morphine.

380
00:17:08,130 --> 00:17:10,380
Liver GSW is in recovery.
He's good as new.

381
00:17:10,380 --> 00:17:11,840
Whoa, that looks
intracardiac.

382
00:17:11,840 --> 00:17:14,380
- Nailed it.
- Whoa, you got jokes now.

383
00:17:14,380 --> 00:17:16,380
No jokes, just pushing
your pain meds, buddy.

384
00:17:16,380 --> 00:17:19,510
Small pericardial effusion,
but no evidence of tamponade.

385
00:17:19,510 --> 00:17:21,350
- Not yet.
- Somebody talk to me.

386
00:17:21,350 --> 00:17:22,890
Do I need a priest here?

387
00:17:22,890 --> 00:17:24,350
He's tachycardic
with borderline BP.

388
00:17:24,350 --> 00:17:25,680
He could decompensate.

389
00:17:25,690 --> 00:17:27,100
Standby with two units
whole blood.

390
00:17:27,100 --> 00:17:29,270
Garcia here.
Stat cardiac case.

391
00:17:29,270 --> 00:17:31,400
Am I dying here
and nobody's telling me?

392
00:17:31,400 --> 00:17:33,480
Hank,
there is blood collecting

393
00:17:33,490 --> 00:17:34,900
in the sac around your heart.

394
00:17:34,900 --> 00:17:36,700
You need surgery
before your heart stops

395
00:17:36,700 --> 00:17:38,070
from the pressure around it.

396
00:17:38,070 --> 00:17:39,620
Just pull
the fucking nail out!

397
00:17:39,620 --> 00:17:41,280
That would
definitely kill you.

398
00:17:41,280 --> 00:17:44,540
I want a second opinion.
Where's my fucking phone?

399
00:17:44,540 --> 00:17:47,080
I can Uber to Presby
and find a real hospital.

400
00:17:47,080 --> 00:17:48,500
OR can take him
in 10 minutes.

401
00:17:48,500 --> 00:17:50,330
Mind if we
intubate him first?

402
00:17:50,340 --> 00:17:52,090
The sooner the better
for all of us.

403
00:17:52,090 --> 00:17:54,840
Great.
120 of sux, 100 of ketamine.

404
00:17:54,840 --> 00:17:57,170
- Javadi, you're up for this one.
- Really?

405
00:17:57,180 --> 00:17:58,930
Now. Let's go.
Move.

406
00:17:58,930 --> 00:18:01,010
<i>Code STEMI,
ETA five minutes.</i>

407
00:18:01,010 --> 00:18:03,930
<i>Code STEMI, ETA five minutes.</i>

408
00:18:03,930 --> 00:18:05,600
I can start
the STEMI with Mel.

409
00:18:05,600 --> 00:18:07,520
- Sounds good.
- This place sucks.

410
00:18:07,520 --> 00:18:09,730
I will destroy you on Yelp.

411
00:18:09,730 --> 00:18:11,860
Nobody's ever coming
to this shithole again.

412
00:18:11,860 --> 00:18:13,190
I swear to God.

413
00:18:13,190 --> 00:18:15,610
From your mouth to God's ear.

414
00:18:15,610 --> 00:18:17,990
Kiara? Hi.
I'm Dr. Melissa King.

415
00:18:17,990 --> 00:18:21,620
- Everyone calls me Mel.
- Yes, we met.

416
00:18:22,780 --> 00:18:26,700
Right, um,
I wanted to ask you

417
00:18:26,700 --> 00:18:30,290
about Tyler, the little boy
who ate the marijuana gummy.

418
00:18:30,290 --> 00:18:32,710
He's been admitted
to pediatrics for observation.

419
00:18:32,710 --> 00:18:35,550
- And his parents?
- They're upstairs with him.

420
00:18:35,550 --> 00:18:38,340
CYF is going to follow up with
a home visit just to be safe,

421
00:18:38,340 --> 00:18:40,800
but no police were involved.
Don't worry.

422
00:18:40,800 --> 00:18:42,550
No one is taking
their child away from them.

423
00:18:42,550 --> 00:18:44,010
Good.
That's a relief.

424
00:18:44,010 --> 00:18:45,510
Yeah, the parents,
on the other hand,

425
00:18:45,520 --> 00:18:47,600
may need couples counseling
after this,

426
00:18:47,600 --> 00:18:50,060
but I think little Tyler's
going to be fine.

427
00:18:50,060 --> 00:18:52,730
- STEMI with me, Mel.
- Right behind you.

428
00:18:52,730 --> 00:18:55,730
- Dana, what's open?
- Trauma two.

429
00:18:55,730 --> 00:18:57,530
All right, keep it that way.

430
00:18:57,530 --> 00:19:01,110
Our target door to balloon time
for STEMIs is 51 minutes.

431
00:19:01,110 --> 00:19:02,660
Ambitious.

432
00:19:02,660 --> 00:19:05,490
But doable,
as you're about to find out.

433
00:19:05,490 --> 00:19:07,580
Let's go.

434
00:19:10,250 --> 00:19:12,370
Good view of the glottis.

435
00:19:12,380 --> 00:19:14,920
Eyes off the screen.

436
00:19:14,920 --> 00:19:18,420
Now look down
the mouth and insert

437
00:19:18,420 --> 00:19:21,510
the tube around the bend.

438
00:19:21,510 --> 00:19:24,220
You stole my med student
from triage?

439
00:19:24,220 --> 00:19:26,470
- How's she doing over here?
- She's doing pretty good.

440
00:19:26,470 --> 00:19:29,220
Now look back at the screen.

441
00:19:29,230 --> 00:19:31,980
And advance through the cords.

442
00:19:34,110 --> 00:19:36,770
Good.
Good job.

443
00:19:36,770 --> 00:19:38,740
Thanks.

444
00:19:40,280 --> 00:19:42,860
Pressure's down.
72/38.

445
00:19:45,240 --> 00:19:48,370
Effusion has grown,
now with the RV collapse.

446
00:19:48,370 --> 00:19:50,040
Pericardiocentesis?

447
00:19:50,040 --> 00:19:51,910
Let's get another unit
on that infuser.

448
00:19:51,920 --> 00:19:54,040
Prep for thoracotomy.
Coming through.

449
00:19:54,040 --> 00:19:55,420
We should get back to triage.

450
00:19:55,420 --> 00:19:56,960
You don't want
to stay for this?

451
00:19:56,960 --> 00:19:58,340
There are like 30 patients
still waiting

452
00:19:58,340 --> 00:20:02,130
- to be assessed out there.
- OK.

453
00:20:02,130 --> 00:20:04,680
- Did someone say thoracotomy?
- Crashing from tamponade.

454
00:20:04,680 --> 00:20:06,260
Dr. Garcia, do you think I--

455
00:20:06,260 --> 00:20:08,510
Trauma Surgery gets
left sided thoracotomies.

456
00:20:08,510 --> 00:20:11,520
ED gets the right
if we need to extend.

457
00:20:13,020 --> 00:20:15,060
Glove up, girl.
You're on suction.

458
00:20:15,060 --> 00:20:17,980
Let's advance that ET tube
to the right main stem please.

459
00:20:17,980 --> 00:20:19,820
Ten blade.

460
00:20:28,160 --> 00:20:29,790
Metz.

461
00:20:29,790 --> 00:20:31,870
Dr. Santos, how do we cut
through the intercostals?

462
00:20:31,870 --> 00:20:34,790
Through the superior rib to
avoid the neurovascular bundle.

463
00:20:34,790 --> 00:20:37,460
- That is correct.
- Finochietto retractor.

464
00:20:41,460 --> 00:20:42,880
Full suction.

465
00:20:42,880 --> 00:20:45,220
And get rid of this nail
before I get poked.

466
00:20:45,220 --> 00:20:47,600
On it.

467
00:20:50,970 --> 00:20:54,180
Nail's intact in one piece.

468
00:20:54,190 --> 00:20:57,980
Toothed forceps.
Opening the pericardium.

469
00:20:57,980 --> 00:20:59,650
This is so fucking cool.

470
00:20:59,650 --> 00:21:01,730
Dr. Santos,
you and this patient

471
00:21:01,730 --> 00:21:03,740
share a common vocabulary.

472
00:21:03,740 --> 00:21:05,740
Yeah, I swear a lot.
I know. I'm sorry.

473
00:21:05,740 --> 00:21:07,740
They say it's a sign
of intelligence.

474
00:21:07,740 --> 00:21:10,370
I think it shows
a lack of self-control.

475
00:21:10,370 --> 00:21:11,990
But what the fuck do I know?

476
00:21:12,000 --> 00:21:14,000
Single puncture wound
to the left ventricle.

477
00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:16,420
We've got a finger on it.

478
00:21:16,420 --> 00:21:19,000
First unit is in.
Pressure's up.

479
00:21:19,000 --> 00:21:20,880
Heart is filling well.

480
00:21:20,880 --> 00:21:22,800
Throw in a horizontal mattress,
and we're out of here.

481
00:21:22,800 --> 00:21:25,550
- Stop the bleed while I sew.
- STEMI's arrived.

482
00:21:25,550 --> 00:21:27,050
You got this?

483
00:21:27,050 --> 00:21:28,800
Just wrapping him up
for OR delivery.

484
00:21:28,800 --> 00:21:30,510
2-0 Prolene
on a tapered needle.

485
00:21:30,510 --> 00:21:33,310
Mr. Ed Gellin
is 52 years young

486
00:21:33,310 --> 00:21:35,430
with a history of hypertension
and hyperlipidemia.

487
00:21:35,440 --> 00:21:37,480
20 minutes of
substernal chest pain.

488
00:21:37,480 --> 00:21:39,650
10 out of 10 with
dyspnea and diaphoresis.

489
00:21:39,650 --> 00:21:42,020
BP is 152 over 95.

490
00:21:42,030 --> 00:21:44,070
Currently chewing
324 mgs of baby aspirin.

491
00:21:44,070 --> 00:21:45,360
OK.

492
00:21:45,360 --> 00:21:46,820
Blood's drawn.
Second IV started.

493
00:21:46,820 --> 00:21:48,280
BP stable.

494
00:21:48,280 --> 00:21:49,990
Seven millimeters
ST elevation...

495
00:21:49,990 --> 00:21:51,660
- One nitro spray, sublingual.
- In the anterior leads.

496
00:21:51,660 --> 00:21:53,240
Those are sometimes
called tombstones.

497
00:21:53,240 --> 00:21:54,330
- Open up, sir.
- Tombstones?

498
00:21:54,330 --> 00:21:55,410
Lift your tongue.

499
00:21:55,410 --> 00:21:56,790
Mr. Gellin, you're having

500
00:21:56,790 --> 00:21:58,330
a very big heart attack
right now.

501
00:21:58,330 --> 00:22:00,170
Major artery that carries
oxygen to your heart

502
00:22:00,170 --> 00:22:02,170
- is almost totally blocked.
- That doesn't sound too good.

503
00:22:02,170 --> 00:22:03,590
No, it's not very good.

504
00:22:03,590 --> 00:22:05,340
We're gonna send you up
to the cath lab.

505
00:22:05,340 --> 00:22:06,670
A cardiologist is gonna
unblock that with a balloon

506
00:22:06,670 --> 00:22:08,130
and leave it open with a stent.

507
00:22:08,130 --> 00:22:09,470
But I'm still having
a heart attack?

508
00:22:09,470 --> 00:22:11,090
If everything goes
as planned,

509
00:22:11,100 --> 00:22:12,850
it'll be like you never
had a heart attack.

510
00:22:12,850 --> 00:22:14,220
We're gonna put a catheter
in this artery right here.

511
00:22:14,220 --> 00:22:15,640
We're gonna shave
the hair with a clipper.

512
00:22:15,640 --> 00:22:17,350
Long as you stop short
of a Brazilian.

513
00:22:17,350 --> 00:22:19,730
It's an option we offer.
Costs a little bit more.

514
00:22:19,730 --> 00:22:21,440
A lot of people's insurance
won't cover it.

515
00:22:21,440 --> 00:22:22,440
Don't make me laugh.

516
00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:23,440
- It hurts.
- Deal.

517
00:22:23,440 --> 00:22:24,860
Anybody we can call?

518
00:22:24,860 --> 00:22:26,940
- My wife.
- Already have her number.

519
00:22:26,940 --> 00:22:28,820
OK, we'll call her.
You hang in there.

520
00:22:28,820 --> 00:22:30,910
I'll be right back.

521
00:22:34,830 --> 00:22:37,160
I think they finished
the apnea test on Nick.

522
00:22:37,160 --> 00:22:39,000
- Can you check the results?
- Not just yet.

523
00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:40,420
The blood test needs
to go to the lab.

524
00:22:40,420 --> 00:22:42,210
It takes a few minutes
to run the test.

525
00:22:42,210 --> 00:22:44,300
I'll come find you in the room
as soon as it's done.

526
00:22:47,130 --> 00:22:49,880
Horizontal mattress in place
with excellent hemostasis.

527
00:22:49,880 --> 00:22:51,260
Cut here.

528
00:22:53,760 --> 00:22:56,560
Moist, sterile towel.
And away we go.

529
00:22:56,560 --> 00:22:59,390
I spoke to cardiothoracic.
They can meet you in the OR.

530
00:22:59,390 --> 00:23:02,190
Good job.

531
00:23:02,190 --> 00:23:04,020
Coming through.

532
00:23:05,730 --> 00:23:08,150
Well done.
Well done.

533
00:23:08,150 --> 00:23:10,700
- Good luck, Mr. Gellin.
- Thank you so much.

534
00:23:10,700 --> 00:23:12,410
You're very welcome.

535
00:23:15,870 --> 00:23:19,540
Two saves.
Totally awesome.

536
00:23:19,540 --> 00:23:21,830
I just held a beating
human heart in my hands.

537
00:23:21,830 --> 00:23:23,500
We should celebrate.

538
00:23:23,500 --> 00:23:24,880
We should clean these rooms

539
00:23:24,880 --> 00:23:26,460
and bring
some more patients back.

540
00:23:26,460 --> 00:23:28,380
- Sounds like a plan.
- No rest for the wicked.

541
00:23:28,380 --> 00:23:31,630
- Code STEMI was fast.
- Time is myocardium.

542
00:23:31,630 --> 00:23:34,470
And our statistics
for door to balloon time

543
00:23:34,470 --> 00:23:36,220
get reviewed, critiqued,
and published online.

544
00:23:36,220 --> 00:23:37,810
Door to balloon time?

545
00:23:37,810 --> 00:23:39,770
That's the time from
when they hit our door

546
00:23:39,770 --> 00:23:42,060
to when the angioplasty balloon
gets inflated in the cath lab.

547
00:23:42,060 --> 00:23:44,310
We keep it to under 51 minutes,
we can reverse a heart attack

548
00:23:44,310 --> 00:23:45,770
and save a life.

549
00:23:45,770 --> 00:23:48,860
Kind of wish
Mr. Milton had a STEMI.

550
00:23:48,860 --> 00:23:51,530
Thank you for letting me
go the distance on him.

551
00:23:51,530 --> 00:23:53,660
I really thought
we'd get him back, you know?

552
00:23:53,660 --> 00:23:55,280
Yeah, well, you know,
even though

553
00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:56,530
you do everything right,
you don't always

554
00:23:56,530 --> 00:23:58,620
get what you hope for.

555
00:24:00,870 --> 00:24:03,210
My parents both had
sickle cell trait,

556
00:24:03,210 --> 00:24:06,460
and I was screened as a newborn
with the hemoglobin FS pattern.

557
00:24:06,460 --> 00:24:09,090
- Did you take penicillin?
- Mm-hmm, until I was five.

558
00:24:09,090 --> 00:24:10,960
Then the vaccines kicked in.

559
00:24:10,970 --> 00:24:13,340
She has her entire medical
history on her phone.

560
00:24:13,340 --> 00:24:14,890
It's extremely long.

561
00:24:14,890 --> 00:24:16,220
Dr. Mohan,
do you have a minute?

562
00:24:16,220 --> 00:24:18,310
Yep.
Excuse me.

563
00:24:23,560 --> 00:24:24,900
Is there a problem
over there?

564
00:24:24,900 --> 00:24:26,560
No, her pain
is well controlled.

565
00:24:26,560 --> 00:24:28,270
You understand that's
my polite way of asking

566
00:24:28,270 --> 00:24:30,070
why are you spending
so much time with one patient?

567
00:24:30,070 --> 00:24:31,990
You're an R3.

568
00:24:31,990 --> 00:24:33,990
As an R3, you should be seeing
at least two patients an hour.

569
00:24:33,990 --> 00:24:36,160
I have two,
Joyce and Mr. Wallace,

570
00:24:36,160 --> 00:24:38,280
- our Good Samaritan.
- Who's comatose and stable.

571
00:24:38,280 --> 00:24:40,040
You should have four by now.

572
00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:41,870
I have the highest patient
satisfaction of anyone.

573
00:24:41,870 --> 00:24:43,160
I don't doubt it,

574
00:24:43,160 --> 00:24:44,540
but we just had
this conversation

575
00:24:44,540 --> 00:24:45,790
a couple of hours ago.

576
00:24:45,790 --> 00:24:47,420
I know people
call me Slow-Mo.

577
00:24:47,420 --> 00:24:49,250
You don't have to
confirm or deny.

578
00:24:49,250 --> 00:24:52,550
It used to hurt my feelings
a lot, but I can't help it.

579
00:24:52,550 --> 00:24:55,010
I work at the speed
I'm comfortable at.

580
00:24:55,010 --> 00:24:58,140
Because you're afraid
of making a mistake?

581
00:24:58,140 --> 00:24:59,550
I'm always afraid
of making a mistake.

582
00:24:59,560 --> 00:25:00,560
- Aren't you?
- Yeah, of course I am.

583
00:25:00,560 --> 00:25:02,020
But you know what I mean.

584
00:25:02,020 --> 00:25:03,640
You make a mistake once,
and somebody dies,

585
00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:05,020
and you feel so badly
about it,

586
00:25:05,020 --> 00:25:06,020
you'll never let it
happen again--

587
00:25:06,020 --> 00:25:07,230
How is that wrong?

588
00:25:07,230 --> 00:25:09,690
Because you waste time
and money

589
00:25:09,690 --> 00:25:11,530
on unnecessary tests.

590
00:25:11,530 --> 00:25:14,150
You keep sick patients
waiting too long.

591
00:25:14,150 --> 00:25:15,990
You miss out on cases
you could be learning from.

592
00:25:15,990 --> 00:25:17,700
You shortchange
your own education.

593
00:25:17,700 --> 00:25:19,370
I'm not saying this
to be a hard-ass.

594
00:25:19,370 --> 00:25:20,870
I'm saying this because
I know you could do this,

595
00:25:20,870 --> 00:25:22,620
but you need
to do it at a level

596
00:25:22,620 --> 00:25:25,660
- I also know you're capable of.
- And what if I'm not?

597
00:25:25,670 --> 00:25:26,870
Then you should look
into a specialty

598
00:25:26,870 --> 00:25:28,080
that better suits you.

599
00:25:28,080 --> 00:25:29,920
Have you thought
about psychiatry?

600
00:25:29,920 --> 00:25:31,040
I don't want to go
into psychiatry.

601
00:25:31,050 --> 00:25:32,050
I want to be here.

602
00:25:32,050 --> 00:25:34,130
Being here means

603
00:25:34,130 --> 00:25:36,050
no matter how good you are
or how hard you try,

604
00:25:36,050 --> 00:25:37,380
you're gonna make
another mistake,

605
00:25:37,390 --> 00:25:39,090
and someone else
might even die.

606
00:25:39,100 --> 00:25:43,010
That's called being
an emergency medicine doctor.

607
00:25:43,020 --> 00:25:44,520
And if you can't accept that,

608
00:25:44,520 --> 00:25:45,850
then maybe this isn't
the place for you.

609
00:25:45,850 --> 00:25:48,400
- I can accept that.
- You sure?

610
00:25:48,400 --> 00:25:51,110
- Yes.
- OK, good.

611
00:25:51,110 --> 00:25:53,440
Go save some lives.

612
00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:57,280
Clear some beds
while you're at it.

613
00:25:57,280 --> 00:26:01,070
I would fancy a spot of tea
at some point.

614
00:26:01,080 --> 00:26:03,540
You want some tea, darling?
I'll get you some tea.

615
00:26:03,540 --> 00:26:07,120
- Oh, thank you, sweetheart.
- Is Dr. Robby available?

616
00:26:07,120 --> 00:26:08,870
He's with a patient.
Can I help?

617
00:26:08,870 --> 00:26:11,670
- My father's starting to move.
- OK, I'll let him know.

618
00:26:11,670 --> 00:26:13,960
- Thanks.
- Yeah.

619
00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:15,420
Is it good or bad?

620
00:26:15,420 --> 00:26:17,380
If there's no
spontaneous breathing,

621
00:26:17,380 --> 00:26:20,510
then carbon dioxide levels
rise above 60.

622
00:26:20,510 --> 00:26:23,930
So 82 definitely means
that Nick's brainstem

623
00:26:23,930 --> 00:26:25,390
is not triggering him
to breathe.

624
00:26:25,390 --> 00:26:26,930
Well, how can you fix that?

625
00:26:26,930 --> 00:26:29,060
We can't.
I'm sorry.

626
00:26:29,060 --> 00:26:30,980
But with rest and time...

627
00:26:30,980 --> 00:26:33,650
This is not something
that heals on its own.

628
00:26:33,650 --> 00:26:36,320
There's got to be
something else that we can do.

629
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:38,070
Nick is our only child.

630
00:26:38,070 --> 00:26:41,160
- Is that test 100% accurate?
- It is.

631
00:26:41,160 --> 00:26:43,830
Isn't there anything else?

632
00:26:43,830 --> 00:26:45,990
We can do
an imaging test called

633
00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:48,080
- a cerebral perfusion study.
- Then let's do it.

634
00:26:48,080 --> 00:26:49,660
But you have to understand
that will be the last test

635
00:26:49,670 --> 00:26:51,630
that we would do.

636
00:26:51,630 --> 00:26:54,170
If it comes back that there's
no blood flow to Nick's brain,

637
00:26:54,170 --> 00:26:58,260
it would confirm beyond
a shadow of a doubt

638
00:26:58,260 --> 00:27:01,640
that there's been brain death,

639
00:27:01,640 --> 00:27:04,850
which would mean
that he's gone.

640
00:27:07,350 --> 00:27:10,900
Then we wait and see.

641
00:27:12,560 --> 00:27:14,400
Call Nuclear Medicine.
See how soon they can take him.

642
00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:15,770
You got it.

643
00:27:15,780 --> 00:27:17,030
I'll be back
in a few minutes.

644
00:27:17,030 --> 00:27:19,110
Thank you.

645
00:27:24,950 --> 00:27:28,160
Hey, Mr. Spencer in Central 9
tried to pull out his ET tube

646
00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:30,830
- and is now in soft restraints.
- No surprise there.

647
00:27:30,830 --> 00:27:32,670
We need to up the propofol.

648
00:27:32,670 --> 00:27:35,170
And the sister of the dead
MVC vet in the viewing room

649
00:27:35,170 --> 00:27:37,340
- just arrived in Chairs.
- Can you, um--

650
00:27:37,340 --> 00:27:39,550
- Park her in the family room?
- Please.

651
00:27:39,550 --> 00:27:42,050
No problem, I'll have Perlah
and Princess prep the body

652
00:27:42,050 --> 00:27:43,930
as best they can for viewing.

653
00:27:43,930 --> 00:27:45,180
Any progress in there?

654
00:27:45,180 --> 00:27:46,850
No.

655
00:27:46,850 --> 00:27:50,100
Can you also keep an extra eye
on Whitaker today?

656
00:27:50,100 --> 00:27:51,430
Oh, I'm already on it.

657
00:27:51,440 --> 00:27:53,230
I know he lost
his first patient.

658
00:27:53,230 --> 00:27:54,850
Yeah, I just don't want it
to throw him off his game.

659
00:27:54,860 --> 00:27:58,270
- You think this kid has game?
- Not sure yet.

660
00:27:58,280 --> 00:27:59,690
I want to give him
a chance to find out.

661
00:27:59,690 --> 00:28:02,240
Copy that.

662
00:28:02,240 --> 00:28:05,320
- Hey, fruitcake.
- Myrna.

663
00:28:05,320 --> 00:28:07,530
What brings you
in here today, anyway?

664
00:28:07,540 --> 00:28:10,120
- I murdered my husband.
- Ah.

665
00:28:10,120 --> 00:28:11,710
How did you do it this time?

666
00:28:11,710 --> 00:28:15,000
I put him through
a meat grinder.

667
00:28:15,000 --> 00:28:18,040
Best just to grab one
and jump back in.

668
00:28:18,050 --> 00:28:19,840
Yeah, right.

669
00:28:19,840 --> 00:28:24,260
Mr. Fulton in Central 14
just needs a shot of Mylanta

670
00:28:24,260 --> 00:28:26,640
for his GERD,
and to avoid eating foods

671
00:28:26,640 --> 00:28:28,260
with the words
"flaming hot" in their title

672
00:28:28,260 --> 00:28:29,510
for at least a few days.

673
00:28:29,520 --> 00:28:33,100
- OK, thanks.
- Central 14.

674
00:28:33,100 --> 00:28:35,230
Yeah.

675
00:28:35,230 --> 00:28:39,610
Could I get some Mylanta
for Mr. Fulton in Central 14?

676
00:28:39,610 --> 00:28:41,150
It'll be a while.

677
00:28:41,150 --> 00:28:42,900
If you want it fast,
go check out the employee

678
00:28:42,900 --> 00:28:45,240
- first aid cabinet.
- Where is that?

679
00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:47,780
In the lounge.
I'll show you.

680
00:28:47,780 --> 00:28:51,160
- How's it going?
- Not so great.

681
00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:53,410
- I lost a patient.
- So I heard.

682
00:28:53,410 --> 00:28:55,080
I also heard
it wasn't your fault.

683
00:28:55,080 --> 00:28:56,580
Doesn't make it
feel any better.

684
00:28:56,580 --> 00:28:58,130
Yeah, it doesn't.
I'm sorry.

685
00:28:58,130 --> 00:29:00,130
Unfortunately,
it comes with the job.

686
00:29:00,130 --> 00:29:03,550
If it's any consolation, I just
got scolded for going too slow.

687
00:29:03,550 --> 00:29:05,630
If you hear someone talking
about a Slow-Mo, that's me.

688
00:29:05,630 --> 00:29:07,890
Guaranteed you're going
faster than me.

689
00:29:07,890 --> 00:29:10,510
I like to say it gets easier.
Some days it does.

690
00:29:10,510 --> 00:29:12,140
I'm sure the rest of your shift
will be better.

691
00:29:12,140 --> 00:29:13,680
- Shake it first.
- Mm-hmm.

692
00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:16,100
Oh, but make sure
the lid is...

693
00:29:16,100 --> 00:29:18,690
Screwed down tight.

694
00:29:18,690 --> 00:29:22,940
- OK.
- Oh.

695
00:29:24,200 --> 00:29:27,450
Everyone seems
to get along like family.

696
00:29:27,450 --> 00:29:31,280
You see a family,
I see every man for himself.

697
00:29:31,290 --> 00:29:32,660
Actually,
that's not entirely true.

698
00:29:32,660 --> 00:29:34,080
There is some family here.

699
00:29:34,080 --> 00:29:35,960
Javadi's mom is
a surgeon upstairs.

700
00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:37,580
- Really?
- Yeah.

701
00:29:37,580 --> 00:29:40,290
- Oh, that must be so nice.
- Are you kidding?

702
00:29:40,290 --> 00:29:42,090
I don't know about your mom,

703
00:29:42,090 --> 00:29:44,840
but I would not want mine
working within 100 miles of me.

704
00:29:44,840 --> 00:29:48,340
- No way.
- My mother passed.

705
00:29:48,340 --> 00:29:53,430
She had a very aggressive,
malignant pheochromocytoma,

706
00:29:53,430 --> 00:29:56,520
- so...
- Sorry.

707
00:29:56,520 --> 00:30:00,150
Unfortunately, my mother
is gonna live forever.

708
00:30:01,190 --> 00:30:04,150
No, she was definitely dead.
Like, I'm still shaking.

709
00:30:04,150 --> 00:30:06,990
No, she was, like, dead.
Like dead-dead.

710
00:30:06,990 --> 00:30:08,570
I mean, I think
her heart stopped.

711
00:30:08,570 --> 00:30:10,160
No, she was, like,
literally dead.

712
00:30:10,160 --> 00:30:12,780
- Think she was dead?
- Who?

713
00:30:12,790 --> 00:30:14,830
Who she was
just talking about.

714
00:30:14,830 --> 00:30:16,410
Oh.

715
00:30:16,410 --> 00:30:18,040
In case you didn't realize,
I use sarcasm

716
00:30:18,040 --> 00:30:21,080
and comedy as a shield.
Or so I've been told.

717
00:30:21,090 --> 00:30:23,130
Thank you
for opening up to me.

718
00:30:23,130 --> 00:30:25,300
- Mel, right?
- Yes.

719
00:30:25,300 --> 00:30:26,920
Well, it was nice
talking to you, Mel.

720
00:30:26,920 --> 00:30:28,760
It was nice
talking to you too.

721
00:30:28,760 --> 00:30:30,430
You know, I really hope
we can be fri--

722
00:30:30,430 --> 00:30:32,510
friends.

723
00:30:40,560 --> 00:30:42,940
Is there anything I can
assist you with, Dr. Robby?

724
00:30:42,940 --> 00:30:44,730
I think we're best on
our own right now, thank you.

725
00:30:44,730 --> 00:30:46,650
He keeps trying to pull away.

726
00:30:46,650 --> 00:30:48,360
We're giving him
some more sedation.

727
00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:50,200
Why is he so agitated?

728
00:30:50,200 --> 00:30:52,320
He could have some awareness
of the tube in his throat

729
00:30:52,320 --> 00:30:54,660
or that he's
in a strange place,

730
00:30:54,660 --> 00:30:57,500
or it could be lack
of oxygen to his brain.

731
00:30:57,500 --> 00:30:59,660
- Does he need more oxygen?
- He's on 100%.

732
00:30:59,670 --> 00:31:00,960
That's as high as it goes.

733
00:31:02,420 --> 00:31:04,460
That is his blood
pressure dropping.

734
00:31:04,460 --> 00:31:06,750
Oh, is that even fixable?

735
00:31:06,760 --> 00:31:09,470
Normally, yes,
with IV fluids,

736
00:31:09,470 --> 00:31:11,890
but we now know that that
will just fill up his lungs,

737
00:31:11,890 --> 00:31:13,470
drop his oxygen even more.

738
00:31:13,470 --> 00:31:15,430
Well, isn't there
something else we can do?

739
00:31:15,430 --> 00:31:19,890
We can place a long, large
IV catheter in his jugular vein

740
00:31:19,890 --> 00:31:23,440
down into his heart
and administer Levophed,

741
00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:25,190
which is
a very powerful medicine

742
00:31:25,190 --> 00:31:28,070
to constrict his arteries,
raise his blood pressure.

743
00:31:28,070 --> 00:31:34,030
But that could cause other
organ damage, organ failure.

744
00:31:34,030 --> 00:31:39,080
I'm really sorry, but each
new step is even more invasive,

745
00:31:39,080 --> 00:31:44,000
could cause more suffering
with minimal benefit.

746
00:31:51,010 --> 00:31:53,340
Uh, hi.

747
00:31:53,340 --> 00:31:55,600
Dr. Robby said he'd be back
in a few minutes.

748
00:31:55,600 --> 00:31:58,600
Yeah, he's with a patient,
but I'll let him know.

749
00:32:00,520 --> 00:32:02,140
My son is dead, isn't he?

750
00:32:02,140 --> 00:32:04,810
I'm not a doctor,
Mr. Bradley,

751
00:32:04,810 --> 00:32:08,400
but I do believe in God,
and I am praying for your boy

752
00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:10,190
with every beat of my heart.

753
00:32:10,190 --> 00:32:12,360
Thought she'd taken Xanax,
but it was actually fent.

754
00:32:12,360 --> 00:32:14,280
- Thank you.
- Yeah.

755
00:32:14,280 --> 00:32:16,320
Oh, one second.
Yeah?

756
00:32:16,330 --> 00:32:18,450
- She was legitimately dead?
- Yeah, like, 100%.

757
00:32:18,450 --> 00:32:22,910
- Mr. Bradley?
- Vince?

758
00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:25,630
No, my dad's
gonna freak out.

759
00:32:25,630 --> 00:32:27,630
No, I know.
I know.

760
00:32:27,630 --> 00:32:31,170
I just needed to sleep.
I thought I was.

761
00:32:31,170 --> 00:32:33,220
Where did you get
the fucking drugs?

762
00:32:33,220 --> 00:32:35,640
- Who are you?
- Did you give them to my son?

763
00:32:35,640 --> 00:32:37,510
Did you give my son drugs?

764
00:32:37,510 --> 00:32:39,060
Mr. Bradley,
you can't come in here.

765
00:32:39,060 --> 00:32:40,810
- Mr. Bradley, please.
- Who is this?

766
00:32:40,810 --> 00:32:42,350
- Tell me the fucking truth.
- Security!

767
00:32:42,350 --> 00:32:44,060
It's Nick's dad.

768
00:32:44,060 --> 00:32:45,940
- Did you drug my son?
- Where the hell's security?

769
00:32:45,940 --> 00:32:47,610
Your son gave me
the drugs, asshole.

770
00:32:47,610 --> 00:32:49,650
- Ask him.
- He's dead.

771
00:32:49,650 --> 00:32:51,990
And you are a fucking liar!

772
00:32:51,990 --> 00:32:56,160
You killed my son!
You killed my fucking son!

773
00:33:07,290 --> 00:33:09,000
Hey, there's no scrubs
in here.

774
00:33:09,000 --> 00:33:11,170
Yeah, you have to put
your old ones in before

775
00:33:11,170 --> 00:33:13,130
it'll give you a new pair.

776
00:33:13,130 --> 00:33:16,340
What?

777
00:33:35,110 --> 00:33:37,700
Forgive me, Mr. Milton.

778
00:33:42,120 --> 00:33:44,620
Hey, you missed
the best action of the day.

779
00:33:44,620 --> 00:33:46,500
I heard.
What happened?

780
00:33:46,500 --> 00:33:48,170
Father of
the brain-dead son

781
00:33:48,170 --> 00:33:50,290
goes after another patient
he thinks gave his son

782
00:33:50,290 --> 00:33:52,170
- the drugs that killed him.
- Jesus.

783
00:33:52,170 --> 00:33:55,880
- How do you deal with that?
- No fucking idea.

784
00:33:55,880 --> 00:33:58,760
Whoa, what happened here?
Did we have an accident?

785
00:33:58,760 --> 00:34:00,140
Do you think
I'm wearing this by choice?

786
00:34:00,140 --> 00:34:01,890
Was it number one
or number two?

787
00:34:01,890 --> 00:34:03,720
I just got some stuff
spilled on me.

788
00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:05,390
Was it a bodily fluid,
and was it yours?

789
00:34:05,390 --> 00:34:06,930
No and no.

790
00:34:06,940 --> 00:34:08,440
Oh, is it from when
you killed that guy?

791
00:34:08,440 --> 00:34:09,850
I did not--

792
00:34:09,860 --> 00:34:11,860
that guy had a massive MI
in his sleep.

793
00:34:11,860 --> 00:34:13,780
Relax, Huckleberry,
I'm just fucking with you.

794
00:34:13,780 --> 00:34:16,110
Truth is, you're not
a real doctor until

795
00:34:16,110 --> 00:34:18,280
you've lost
at least one patient.

796
00:34:18,280 --> 00:34:20,700
You got off easy.
It wasn't your fault.

797
00:34:20,700 --> 00:34:24,540
Not all of us can take comfort
in saying that.

798
00:34:24,540 --> 00:34:27,870
But try not
to kill anybody else.

799
00:34:27,870 --> 00:34:31,420
- What am I looking at?
- Mr. Bill Philbin, 46.

800
00:34:31,420 --> 00:34:33,290
He tripped while
walking his dog.

801
00:34:33,300 --> 00:34:36,170
He saw a squirrel.
And it's my wife's dog.

802
00:34:36,170 --> 00:34:37,840
Damn thing
doesn't even like me.

803
00:34:37,840 --> 00:34:39,800
Clearly.
Where's the dog now?

804
00:34:39,800 --> 00:34:41,550
Hopefully in a kill shelter.

805
00:34:56,030 --> 00:34:57,150
Come on, baby.

806
00:35:07,250 --> 00:35:10,580
Oh, yes.

807
00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:14,130
I'm sorry.

808
00:35:14,130 --> 00:35:18,300
I just want to understand how
this could happen to our son.

809
00:35:18,300 --> 00:35:23,220
I can't stop wondering,
why Nick and not her?

810
00:35:23,220 --> 00:35:25,100
I can't help it.

811
00:35:25,100 --> 00:35:26,510
I think it would
be helpful for you

812
00:35:26,520 --> 00:35:28,770
to speak with our
department social worker.

813
00:35:28,770 --> 00:35:30,690
Would you two be open to that?

814
00:35:30,690 --> 00:35:34,270
- None of this is fair.
- No.

815
00:35:34,270 --> 00:35:38,110
- No, it's not.
- But he's still breathing.

816
00:35:38,110 --> 00:35:40,070
The ventilator
is breathing for him.

817
00:35:40,070 --> 00:35:42,490
Brain death is
the same as death.

818
00:35:42,490 --> 00:35:44,370
What about that last test
that we're waiting for?

819
00:35:44,370 --> 00:35:47,290
I can almost guarantee
it'll stay the same.

820
00:35:47,290 --> 00:35:49,000
I'm so sorry.

821
00:35:50,460 --> 00:35:53,380
I wish I could have done more
to save your son.

822
00:35:55,670 --> 00:35:57,340
Our social worker, Kiara,
is here to help you

823
00:35:57,340 --> 00:35:59,050
with anything you might need.
She's amazing.

824
00:35:59,050 --> 00:36:01,130
I'm gonna go find her
and have her come see you.

825
00:36:03,590 --> 00:36:05,090
Go back to the dorm,

826
00:36:05,100 --> 00:36:08,350
and within
a couple of minutes...

827
00:36:12,140 --> 00:36:13,850
Get dad sorted out?

828
00:36:13,850 --> 00:36:15,770
I think so.

829
00:36:15,770 --> 00:36:17,400
He and his wife are dealing
with a lot right now.

830
00:36:17,400 --> 00:36:20,400
No shit.
That's a tough one.

831
00:36:20,400 --> 00:36:22,450
Yeah.
Do you know where Kiara is?

832
00:36:22,450 --> 00:36:24,070
Not offhand,
but I can page her.

833
00:36:24,070 --> 00:36:25,740
No, it's OK.
I'll find her.

834
00:36:25,740 --> 00:36:27,660
I got to hit
the restroom anyway.

835
00:36:27,660 --> 00:36:29,200
I'll tell her you're looking
for her if she comes this way.

836
00:36:29,200 --> 00:36:30,580
- Thank you.
- Yep.

837
00:36:30,580 --> 00:36:32,250
Now I got to pee.

838
00:36:32,250 --> 00:36:35,830
Kevin, take Myrna to pee.

839
00:36:35,830 --> 00:36:38,500
Ask Dana what's open,
four of morphine,

840
00:36:38,500 --> 00:36:41,340
- and order an X-ray, OK?
- Copy.

841
00:36:41,340 --> 00:36:43,590
Hey, closed injury,
forklift versus foot.

842
00:36:43,590 --> 00:36:45,470
- Forklift won.
- Got it.

843
00:36:45,470 --> 00:36:47,550
Hey, any news on
our incel kid, David?

844
00:36:47,550 --> 00:36:49,310
Uh, I don't think
we've heard from him yet,

845
00:36:49,310 --> 00:36:51,270
and I don't know that you
should refer to him that way.

846
00:36:51,270 --> 00:36:54,310
Well, he did have a list of
girls' names he wanted to hurt.

847
00:36:54,310 --> 00:36:57,100
They could be at risk.
Are the cops looking for him?

848
00:36:57,110 --> 00:36:59,150
- Not sure we're there yet.
- OK.

849
00:36:59,150 --> 00:37:00,780
I trust your judgment,

850
00:37:00,780 --> 00:37:02,320
and I'm the last person
who wants to involve

851
00:37:02,320 --> 00:37:03,860
the police in anything,

852
00:37:03,860 --> 00:37:05,610
but you don't want to be
wrong about this one.

853
00:37:05,610 --> 00:37:07,490
I know.
I know.

854
00:37:07,490 --> 00:37:09,080
So what's the issue?

855
00:37:09,080 --> 00:37:12,040
Maybe I don't want
to ruin this kid's life.

856
00:37:12,040 --> 00:37:13,500
Well, you don't
want him ruining

857
00:37:13,500 --> 00:37:15,040
anyone else's life either.

858
00:37:18,710 --> 00:37:21,300
Look, I've personally
been on the wrong side

859
00:37:21,300 --> 00:37:23,380
of someone who hates women.

860
00:37:23,380 --> 00:37:26,130
It's not a safe place to be.

861
00:37:26,130 --> 00:37:28,390
OK?

862
00:37:34,100 --> 00:37:36,730
- Any luck reaching David?
- Not yet.

863
00:37:36,730 --> 00:37:38,060
Did you try
calling the school?

864
00:37:38,060 --> 00:37:41,730
He didn't show up for class.

865
00:37:41,730 --> 00:37:43,780
Any idea where
he might have gone?

866
00:37:43,780 --> 00:37:45,320
Friends, relatives.

867
00:37:45,320 --> 00:37:47,490
We don't have
any family in state.

868
00:37:47,490 --> 00:37:52,410
And David, he doesn't
associate with anyone.

869
00:37:55,870 --> 00:37:58,040
Theresa,
do you think that David

870
00:37:58,040 --> 00:38:00,380
would try to hurt any of the
girls that are on that list?

871
00:38:01,380 --> 00:38:02,960
No.

872
00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:06,010
Do you remember some
of the names on that list?

873
00:38:06,010 --> 00:38:07,720
Not really.

874
00:38:07,720 --> 00:38:09,680
Maybe you could try.

875
00:38:17,060 --> 00:38:18,350
How's she doing?

876
00:38:18,350 --> 00:38:20,480
She's worried sick
about her son.

877
00:38:20,480 --> 00:38:22,230
What are you going to do?

878
00:38:22,230 --> 00:38:24,690
I thought he would come back
after mom called him.

879
00:38:24,690 --> 00:38:26,110
Hey, what are the ethics
about me reaching out

880
00:38:26,110 --> 00:38:27,360
to him under the guise

881
00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:28,860
of a medical emergency
with mom?

882
00:38:28,860 --> 00:38:30,700
If he's a danger
to himself or others,

883
00:38:30,700 --> 00:38:33,200
I'd argue you have
a professional responsibility

884
00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:36,200
to do whatever is necessary.

885
00:38:36,200 --> 00:38:38,370
Right.
OK.

886
00:38:38,370 --> 00:38:40,460
Hey, can you come talk
to the parents of the OD'd kid

887
00:38:40,460 --> 00:38:42,040
that we brought in earlier?

888
00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:44,300
18-year-old brain-dead
from a fentanyl overdose.

889
00:38:44,300 --> 00:38:46,420
- Oh, jeez.
- Yeah, only child.

890
00:38:46,420 --> 00:38:47,800
And I just think
that the parents

891
00:38:47,800 --> 00:38:48,920
could use a little help
processing

892
00:38:48,930 --> 00:38:50,510
what they're going through.

893
00:38:50,510 --> 00:38:52,260
What about donation?
Is he a candidate?

894
00:38:52,260 --> 00:38:54,010
If the transplant counselor
could get him there,

895
00:38:54,010 --> 00:38:55,560
but I think we're a ways away
from calling them in.

896
00:38:55,560 --> 00:38:57,600
- I'll see what I can do.
- Thank you.

897
00:38:57,600 --> 00:38:59,190
They're in Central 7.

898
00:38:59,190 --> 00:39:00,390
I would introduce you,
but I really have to pee.

899
00:39:00,400 --> 00:39:02,940
- No worries.
- Thank you.

900
00:39:08,450 --> 00:39:09,990
What the hell?

901
00:39:09,990 --> 00:39:11,490
I just saw one of those rats.

902
00:39:11,490 --> 00:39:13,280
And you thought
you'd start an IV?

903
00:39:13,280 --> 00:39:14,910
It's not funny.

904
00:39:14,910 --> 00:39:16,830
You're not the one
who's gonna have nightmares.

905
00:39:16,830 --> 00:39:19,580
I forgot about
your phobia with rats.

906
00:39:19,580 --> 00:39:21,830
It is not a phobia.
Nobody likes rats.

907
00:39:21,830 --> 00:39:23,630
Some people
keep them as pets.

908
00:39:23,630 --> 00:39:27,300
If you are purposely
keeping a rat in your house,

909
00:39:27,300 --> 00:39:29,090
that is not a pet.

910
00:39:29,090 --> 00:39:31,090
That is a sign of an underlying
mental health problem.

911
00:39:31,090 --> 00:39:32,680
OK, if it makes you
feel any better,

912
00:39:32,680 --> 00:39:34,220
just think of them
as cute little Disney mice

913
00:39:34,220 --> 00:39:35,600
with a pituitary condition.

914
00:39:35,600 --> 00:39:37,430
Mm-hmm, joke all you want,

915
00:39:37,430 --> 00:39:40,940
but if one of those disgusting
things bites a patient

916
00:39:40,940 --> 00:39:42,810
and we get a case
of hantavirus,

917
00:39:42,810 --> 00:39:45,560
guess who's gonna have to
answer for that one, Chief.

918
00:39:45,570 --> 00:39:47,440
Point taken.

919
00:39:47,440 --> 00:39:49,110
What was the name of that cop
you were talking to earlier?

920
00:39:49,110 --> 00:39:50,950
What cop?

921
00:39:50,950 --> 00:39:52,700
The good-looking one that
you were talking to earlier.

922
00:39:52,700 --> 00:39:54,780
- How would I know?
- It seemed like you guys had--

923
00:39:54,780 --> 00:39:57,740
- Stay in your own lane.
- What?

924
00:39:57,740 --> 00:39:59,500
I'm not even asking like that.

925
00:39:59,500 --> 00:40:02,000
I really did want to talk
to him about something.

926
00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:04,670
Uh-huh.

927
00:40:04,670 --> 00:40:06,840
Hey, did the exterminator
come yet?

928
00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:08,920
Yeah. Right.
Sometimes you can be so cute.

929
00:40:08,920 --> 00:40:10,880
Anything like that has
to go through facilities.

930
00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:13,970
- They said they'd handle it.
- What does that mean?

931
00:40:13,970 --> 00:40:16,050
It means nothing's gonna
happen until next week

932
00:40:16,050 --> 00:40:18,350
at the earliest unless
we get a patient in here

933
00:40:18,350 --> 00:40:20,680
with a service cat.

934
00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:22,770
Oh, don't forget,
you still have the sister

935
00:40:22,770 --> 00:40:24,480
of Abbot's deceased veteran
waiting for you.

936
00:40:24,480 --> 00:40:25,730
Oh, shit, yes, yes, yes.
I'll be there.

937
00:40:25,730 --> 00:40:27,820
- I'll be there.
- Yeah, go.

938
00:40:29,650 --> 00:40:31,490
Hey, I've been looking
all over for you.

939
00:40:31,490 --> 00:40:33,780
We need a cardiovert
unstable AFib in North 1.

940
00:40:33,780 --> 00:40:36,240
- OK, just give me a sec.
- Systolic's 90.

941
00:40:36,240 --> 00:40:38,030
Fuck me.

942
00:40:39,740 --> 00:40:42,330
35-year-old architect
working on a deadline,

943
00:40:42,330 --> 00:40:45,330
vaping nicotine all night.
Palpitations this morning.

944
00:40:45,330 --> 00:40:48,630
AFib at 147.
Mr. Quinn, this is Dr. Robby.

945
00:40:48,630 --> 00:40:49,800
Hello, sir.
How are you feeling?

946
00:40:49,800 --> 00:40:51,210
Like crap.

947
00:40:51,210 --> 00:40:52,760
When did your
palpitations start?

948
00:40:52,760 --> 00:40:54,050
A little while ago.

949
00:40:54,050 --> 00:40:55,720
We interrogated
his smartwatch.

950
00:40:55,720 --> 00:40:57,050
His heart rate has only
been up for 92 minutes.

951
00:40:57,050 --> 00:40:58,680
You understand
we need to shock

952
00:40:58,680 --> 00:41:00,350
- your heart back to normal?
- Is it gonna hurt?

953
00:41:00,350 --> 00:41:03,230
- You'll be sedated.
- So it's really gonna hurt.

954
00:41:03,230 --> 00:41:04,810
Mel, 75 of propofol,
slow IV push.

955
00:41:04,810 --> 00:41:06,350
How much did you vape
last night?

956
00:41:06,350 --> 00:41:08,770
- A couple of pods.
- You vape every day?

957
00:41:08,770 --> 00:41:10,820
I do, but not that much.

958
00:41:10,820 --> 00:41:12,900
- You want to cut back?
- I've tried.

959
00:41:12,900 --> 00:41:14,530
It's just really fucking hard.

960
00:41:14,530 --> 00:41:16,030
How much nicotine
is in a pod?

961
00:41:16,030 --> 00:41:17,820
- Anybody know?
- No idea.

962
00:41:17,820 --> 00:41:19,580
40 milligrams,
same as a pack of cigarettes.

963
00:41:19,580 --> 00:41:21,240
Wow, two packs in one night.

964
00:41:21,240 --> 00:41:23,370
Mel, what's the safe window
for cardioversion?

965
00:41:23,370 --> 00:41:25,830
- 12 hours.
- What happens after that?

966
00:41:25,830 --> 00:41:27,920
Increased risk
of embolic stroke

967
00:41:27,920 --> 00:41:29,460
from left atrial blood clot.

968
00:41:29,460 --> 00:41:31,840
Which he does not have.

969
00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:34,090
Mr. Quinn.
Mr. Quinn.

970
00:41:34,090 --> 00:41:35,470
OK, he's out.

971
00:41:35,470 --> 00:41:37,180
Sync cardioversion
at 200 joules.

972
00:41:37,180 --> 00:41:39,720
- Charged.
- Clear.

973
00:41:43,390 --> 00:41:45,430
- Bingo.
- Sinus rhythm.

974
00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:46,690
Cycle BP.

975
00:41:46,690 --> 00:41:48,400
We'll monitor
for a few hours.

976
00:41:48,400 --> 00:41:50,110
Yeah, let's get addiction
services on the case too.

977
00:41:50,110 --> 00:41:51,570
He's gonna need a daily patch

978
00:41:51,570 --> 00:41:53,360
and nicotine gum
for breakthrough cravings.

979
00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:54,900
This one's a bitch to kick.

980
00:41:54,900 --> 00:41:56,700
Hey, the sister of Abbot--

981
00:41:56,700 --> 00:41:59,450
Shit, yes.
Shit, yes, yes.

982
00:41:59,450 --> 00:42:02,330
Go get 'em, tiger.

983
00:42:08,040 --> 00:42:10,500
Are you Mr. Orser's sister?

984
00:42:10,500 --> 00:42:13,000
- Fiona.
- Hi, Fiona.

985
00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:14,260
I'm Dr. Robinavitch.

986
00:42:14,260 --> 00:42:15,840
Everybody calls me Dr. Robby.

987
00:42:15,840 --> 00:42:18,260
Have a seat, please,
and I will tell you

988
00:42:18,260 --> 00:42:19,930
everything that's happened.

989
00:42:23,100 --> 00:42:25,180
Are you looking for
something in particular?

990
00:42:25,180 --> 00:42:28,350
Anything with a very low
potential for mortality.

991
00:42:28,350 --> 00:42:30,480
Mm-mm.
You're not playing that game.

992
00:42:30,480 --> 00:42:32,400
Only thing I'm playing is
let's keep the patients alive.

993
00:42:32,400 --> 00:42:36,820
Uh-huh, well, now we're
playing face your fears.

994
00:42:36,820 --> 00:42:38,530
That sounds like
a terrible game.

995
00:42:38,530 --> 00:42:40,110
What up there
scares you the most?

996
00:42:40,120 --> 00:42:43,950
- All of it.
- Pick the worst.

997
00:42:43,950 --> 00:42:45,290
South 20.

998
00:42:45,290 --> 00:42:47,250
82-year-old woman,
low back pain.

999
00:42:47,250 --> 00:42:50,000
I mean, that's potential
leaking AAA,

1000
00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:52,840
cauda equina syndrome,
spinal epidural abscess.

1001
00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:54,380
That could go wrong
in so many ways.

1002
00:42:54,380 --> 00:42:55,920
Not today, amigo.

1003
00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:57,130
We're gonna work this
lady up like a race car.

1004
00:42:57,130 --> 00:42:58,510
What does that mean?

1005
00:42:58,510 --> 00:42:59,880
It means you're on
the pit crew now.

1006
00:42:59,880 --> 00:43:01,970
Come on.

1007
00:43:03,810 --> 00:43:06,890
Are you ready to go inside?

1008
00:43:06,890 --> 00:43:09,560
No, not really.

1009
00:43:09,560 --> 00:43:11,230
I'll be with you.

1010
00:43:11,230 --> 00:43:13,940
You can decide
when you want to leave.

1011
00:43:31,330 --> 00:43:35,710
You're so cold.

1012
00:43:35,710 --> 00:43:38,090
I'm sorry.

1013
00:43:38,090 --> 00:43:41,930
I'm sorry
I wasn't here with you.

1014
00:43:41,930 --> 00:43:45,760
But I'm here now.

1015
00:43:45,760 --> 00:43:48,680
Wherever you are.

1016
00:43:51,060 --> 00:43:54,150
I don't know what
the world is without you.

1017
00:44:06,160 --> 00:44:07,740
I really can't look
at this letter.

1018
00:44:07,740 --> 00:44:10,870
Would it be too much
to ask you to read it to me?

1019
00:44:10,870 --> 00:44:12,120
Oh, I'm sorry.

1020
00:44:12,120 --> 00:44:13,420
That's an
inappropriate request.

1021
00:44:13,420 --> 00:44:15,460
No, not at all, not at all.

1022
00:44:15,460 --> 00:44:17,340
I'd be honored by the request.

1023
00:44:28,560 --> 00:44:32,060
"To the family
of Raymond Orser,

1024
00:44:32,060 --> 00:44:35,310
"my name is Dr. Jack Abbot.

1025
00:44:35,310 --> 00:44:40,780
"I am the emergency department
physician who treated Raymond.

1026
00:44:40,780 --> 00:44:44,990
"I, like Ray,
am also a veteran.

1027
00:44:44,990 --> 00:44:48,580
"And though I never met
Raymond before today,

1028
00:44:48,580 --> 00:44:51,540
"I served with men like him.

1029
00:44:51,540 --> 00:44:54,000
"So I can only imagine
what an outstanding person

1030
00:44:54,000 --> 00:44:56,080
he must have been."

1031
00:45:00,670 --> 00:45:04,220
"I'm sorry I could not
save Ray's life.

1032
00:45:04,220 --> 00:45:06,180
"We worked on him
for several hours,

1033
00:45:06,180 --> 00:45:09,140
"but his injuries
were too severe,

1034
00:45:09,140 --> 00:45:14,480
"even for someone as tough
and battle-tested as Raymond.

1035
00:45:14,480 --> 00:45:19,230
"Please take some comfort
in knowing he did not suffer.

1036
00:45:19,230 --> 00:45:21,320
"You have my heartfelt
condolences.

1037
00:45:21,320 --> 00:45:24,820
Jack Abbot."

1038
00:45:27,780 --> 00:45:31,700
- Thank you.
- You're very welcome.

1039
00:45:40,210 --> 00:45:43,210
Again, I'm very, very sorry
for your loss.

1040
00:45:56,730 --> 00:45:58,520
Where do you think
you're going, Myrna?

1041
00:45:58,520 --> 00:46:02,780
Oh, none of your
business, fruitcake.

1042
00:46:02,780 --> 00:46:05,150
Actually, everything that
happens in this department

1043
00:46:05,150 --> 00:46:07,200
is my business.
And you know what?

1044
00:46:07,200 --> 00:46:08,570
I put up with
a lot around here.

1045
00:46:08,570 --> 00:46:10,410
I take very good care of you,

1046
00:46:10,410 --> 00:46:12,370
so you can call me
Dr. Robinavitch,

1047
00:46:12,370 --> 00:46:14,080
or you can call me Dr. Robby,

1048
00:46:14,080 --> 00:46:16,250
or you can use my first name
of Michael,

1049
00:46:16,250 --> 00:46:18,540
but I do not appreciate
you calling me fruitcake.

1050
00:46:18,540 --> 00:46:23,960
Oh, did I hurt
your feelings, cocksucker?

1051
00:46:23,960 --> 00:46:26,090
That said, it has
a certain whimsical quality

1052
00:46:26,090 --> 00:46:28,180
to it that I can probably
learn to live with.

1053
00:46:28,180 --> 00:46:30,180
Whatever you say, fruitcake.

1054
00:46:30,180 --> 00:46:33,100
Excuse me, Doctor, my father
is starting to struggle again.

1055
00:46:33,100 --> 00:46:35,230
OK.

1056
00:46:39,150 --> 00:46:40,600
Don't you know
those things will kill you?

1057
00:46:40,610 --> 00:46:42,190
I'm not that lucky.

1058
00:46:42,190 --> 00:46:43,480
Ow!

1059
00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:46,650
What the fuck?

1060
00:46:46,650 --> 00:46:48,570
Hey, they're stealing our rig!

1061
00:46:50,410 --> 00:46:51,820
Did you leave the keys in it?

1062
00:46:51,830 --> 00:46:53,870
Always, in case
somebody needs to move it.

1063
00:46:53,870 --> 00:46:55,330
Yeah, you probably
shouldn't have done that.

1064
00:46:55,330 --> 00:46:56,700
Why don't you come on
inside, Ziggler?

1065
00:46:56,700 --> 00:46:58,250
- We'll look you over.
- I'm fine.

1066
00:46:58,250 --> 00:47:00,040
Fuck that.

1067
00:47:00,040 --> 00:47:02,330
God, can you believe that shit?

1068
00:47:02,340 --> 00:47:04,420
It happens.

1069
00:47:07,380 --> 00:47:09,340
What can you do to make him
more comfortable?

1070
00:47:09,340 --> 00:47:10,760
We can take the tube out.

1071
00:47:10,760 --> 00:47:13,050
But he needs that to breathe.

1072
00:47:13,050 --> 00:47:16,930
If we extubate, we would
keep him on oxygen for comfort.

1073
00:47:16,930 --> 00:47:19,850
We would decrease his sedation.

1074
00:47:19,850 --> 00:47:22,270
He might regain consciousness.
He could recognize you.

1075
00:47:22,270 --> 00:47:23,940
Maybe even speak.

1076
00:47:23,940 --> 00:47:25,730
Well, I don't want to do
anything to jeopardize

1077
00:47:25,730 --> 00:47:29,610
- him getting better.
- That's just the point, Helen.

1078
00:47:29,610 --> 00:47:31,200
He's never getting better.

1079
00:47:31,200 --> 00:47:33,410
- You don't know that.
- I do know that, OK?

1080
00:47:33,410 --> 00:47:35,370
He knows that.

1081
00:47:35,370 --> 00:47:38,290
And Dad probably even knows it.

1082
00:47:38,290 --> 00:47:40,710
It's time to let him go.

1083
00:47:40,710 --> 00:47:42,620
I'm sorry if you've
had your fill of Dad,

1084
00:47:42,630 --> 00:47:47,170
but I haven't, and I am
not giving up on him.

1085
00:47:47,170 --> 00:47:49,380
Even if it's hurting him?

1086
00:47:52,050 --> 00:47:54,260
I'm sorry, but if there was
anything I could do

1087
00:47:54,260 --> 00:47:56,260
to heal your father,
I would do it.

1088
00:47:56,260 --> 00:47:58,470
But the most humane thing
that I can do for him

1089
00:47:58,470 --> 00:48:02,390
is to allow him a painless,
peaceful passing,

1090
00:48:02,400 --> 00:48:04,980
and that requires removing
the breathing tube.

1091
00:48:07,030 --> 00:48:10,900
How long will it take
once the tube's out?

1092
00:48:10,900 --> 00:48:12,820
From minutes to hours,

1093
00:48:12,820 --> 00:48:15,450
but we would ensure that he'd
be in no physical discomfort.

1094
00:48:21,500 --> 00:48:23,290
OK.


